recently i have enjoyed (if you can say so) the empty life, nothing special to do, no ambitions and no short-term goal, was completely absorbed by gaming; one friend helping to settle down after coming from Jordan (that was a good thing to do but i lost a lot of my time) and reading, although the first one seems fun and the 2nd is a good thing, the third was a real obsession.
Stephen King (again) used my time to the most, the Dark tower series really occupied my mind and i can barely wait to return home and start reading what the road hide for the last gunslinger. my last trip to Yanbu to replace some defected PCB in a UPS system was really great, not because the work finished in 2 hours, and not because weather was really cloudy, windy with this lovely cold breeze you feel on your face (a thing i like to feel in Saudi Arabia) but because i toke the book with me (the 3rd book from the series - named the "Waste Land"), in the plane i even didn't look in the windows when taking off or landing (a thing i do normally just in-case some flame or smoke start to rise from the wing so i can start crying freely), i think i red about 100 pages that day alone, i love waiting in the airports.
so these 3 things even didn't give me time to chat with my fiance that much, i feel bad about that, i didn't dive since a month, and becoming lazy a day after another.
today while i was coming back from one working site and in the middle of the traffic, the guy over the radio (mix FM) was speaking about how it was important not to surrender and to continue to try and like that, so i decided that i will by anyway will find time to do the important things again, i can' stay in this status of empty life for too long otherwise i will lose a lot.
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